Last night I went on a date with this guy in my English class. We went to this cocktail bar in Ferndale, Dino's and got some drinks. I thought it was going to be akward since he and I don't really talk much in class. I was sorta thinking, "what would we talk about?" Conversation flowed easily though which was good. We just sat at the bar talking ( Read more... )

Why do some people do things over and over again expecting different results? I just don't understand it. It makes no sense to me whatsoever.

Oh and a congratulations goes out to my little sister who got married yesterday! I'm so happy for you, sweetie!

Wow, I am so wrong. That last entry was one big lie apparently because now I'm just not okay whatsoever. ~sigh~ When will this ever end?

It's taken two months but I can proudly say that I'm okay now. I no longer cry just because I miss him, I no longer check the caller ID to see if he's called, I no longer go to his work for a pop when I could easily go somewhere much closer than home...I think I've finally healed and gotten over him. I will always cherish the four months we were ( Read more... )

The other night I had coffee with my ex and things worked out in such a way that now I'm wondering...when is coffee just coffee and when is it something more? I've talked to him several times since then and I've definitely been doing a lot of thinking. But could we really go out for a third time? I broke up with him both times and I feel like such ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with my brother and it turns out he won't be getting out now until Dec. 6th. For some strange reason they decided to change the date. I'm still excited but at the same time I'm disappointed. I really wanted him here for Thanksgiving and it was going to be so perfect and now we're going back to having that holiday be just a ( Read more... )

My brother is coming home on November 23rd, (ie, the day before Thanksgiving!) I am so excited. Hopefully he'll stay on the straight and narrow but right now I'm not going to worry about that. Only he can keep himself on a good path, I can't do it for him. In any case, Tim is finally coming home after three years!!

Game over

Now I'm getting really nervous. Where are you?

I would wish that the pain would finally stop. There is just so much going on in my life right now and I just wish one thing would go correctly. I'm drowning in depression, I'm not with the man I love, I'm struggling to keep my few friendships going, I still haven't found a new job, my anxiety has gotten so bad that they've put me on something for ( Read more... )