So we ended up buying the game SPORE Sunday. YAY ITS FINALLY OUT AFTER 3 YEARS! Its a lot of fun LoL.  But I ended up doing all the housework anyway and not playing at all today.  Tomorrow is my day. thats about all I have to report. It seems like I am looking forward to Saturday all week. It also seems like the only reason I want a job is because ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday me.

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Nobody is doing anything on the internet lately. In the Grand Theft Auto game, you hear a woman on the radio saying "This whole internet thing will never take off" LoL.   Im thinking about getting a job, like a full time real job. Probably in some scrubby factory somewhere. I need to get out more for sure. Plus I can still do my business thing to. ( Read more... )

 i got all my work done today, but Im exhausted. Its Friday tomorrow, time for hustle. Im really enjoying this new life Ive created for myself. Its a lot of work, but better this, making money, and being busy. I'd rather not look for a job anymore. Its heartbreaking and demoralizing. Nobody wants to hire me blah blah blah whine.  I feel like Im ( Read more... )

 im feeling better.

The Part of You That No One Sees
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Nothing special happening. Blah diddy blah.  Its wednesday and Ive got a lot to do. Auctions to put up, things to list, house to clean. Baby to take care of.

I suppose I cant call him baby anymore, I know Ive been saying this for a while. He's 2 now. TERRIBLY TWO!!!!!!!!

He's my boy.


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For those of you who didnt understand, let me explain the playground picture.  This is me in the tube with a long face in the middle of a playground and happy laughter and whatnot. I wouldnt be there if I truely wasnt happy, its a metaphor for my life.   I dont want to sometimes, but I have to. And if I have to force happiness to do it occasionally ( Read more... )

Happiness is a chemical imbalance? Sounds crazy, huh? Well, it is; and it isn't. You see, the medical community has been telling us for years that depression is caused by a chemical imbalance; yet, for all their chemicals, they haven't been able to balance the scales. The plain and simple truth is that, if depression did start with chemistry, then ( Read more... )