Please dont pretend like you are interested in anything I have to say.  You only comment in my journal if its about you. I could be ready to commit suicide and you wouldnt give a shit, but the second I mention your presence, you're all over it.

kthxbye.

As usual, nothing to report, having all these days off work has been nice, I got to cook breakfast a few times.   The bad part is, I only worked 18 hours this week, and his hours were cut short too. I suppose there wont be any catching up on the bills this month. *sigh* This always happens, every year, hours are cut during the holidays, and there ( Read more... )

cosmic navel, the point at which the Big Bang started. Expanding away from itself, and growing, like an organism ( Read more... )

Having fun. The morning sickness started early, and for those of you who didnt know, I am having a baby.  Im only like 6 weeks or so. Been workin 45 - 50 hours a week, and I dont have time for much else. I really miss hanging out with Bryan, and I think its taking a toll on me.  Its nice to make more money, but with my job came more bills, so it ( Read more... )

Been neglecting the internets lately, other than to pay bills and stuff. Been workin. Been sleeping. Thats about it.

Tonight Rehab and the Villiebillies are playing, and Im going. Its uber expensive and its also going to be crowded.

party!

I really feel like we are getting on the right track lately. Im so tired of being poor. I got a job and it starts Monday! Bryan will be starting daycare Monday, and we also bought another car this week. I consolidated all my credit card bills to a no interest rate card, and hopefully soon things will be looking up. Goal is to buy a house next year ( Read more... )

Nothing going on. Still looking for a job. Looking, looking, looking. Still looking for a way to pay rent. I found some jewelry Im going to sell that I dont want, I got some things on ebay up. I get my check from the Peddlers Mall Friday. So yay. Things are sort of looking up. I told D that I was going to need my car to get to work, and he was ( Read more... )

I killed a cat today. I was sad.

In other news, my soul is lost again, I find myself daydreaming. I long to go on a journey to find it. I dont know where to find the answer. A place? A feeling? Maybe. Something's not right.

There's a distubance in the force.

mercury is in retrograde, but completely unrelated Im sure.

Im sick of being nervous all the time.  Im sick of everyone rolling their eyes when they hear that Im not going somewhere with them. I hate crowds, I hate parties.  I hate spending money on alcohol that could be so much cheaper at home ( Read more... )

Power went off Sunday, then Wednesday it came back on. Blah.