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[sweetnsourchic]

i feel like posting, i'm not sure exactly what about. i feel like saying something incredably deep and insightful. tho sometimes my thoughts are deep & insightful, my words never come out that way, they always sound stupid and i never say what i really mean/want to say. so i'm just going say a bunch of stuff and see if i can get what i want out

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[ladylyssa14]

"... i care a lot about what other people think of me, so this made me feel really bad, so i stopped saying what i liked. this happened w/ other things too, so i just stopped having opinions. or not really stopped having them, just stopped voicing them. even now many times i wont say my opinions because of what other people will think of them..."

OH MY GOD, like almost word-for-word, this is what I wrote about a couple of months ago. I know exactly what you mean, and it's so frustrating.

Except now I'm totally fine with voicing my opinions and I love it. I dunno how or why i changed all of a sudden, but maybe eventually you'll feel better about it too :-). I think it's all about feeling comfortable enough with yourself to just not care what other people think anymore. But I still don't like to be critizied and have a hard time taking it, so I know I still have to work at it.