I confess, I messed up ( Read more... )

    If I had to pick the two biggest influences on me and my life, no question, it would be Ivana and Dragana Donko. Before them, I was just another ignorant kid in a crowd, wandering around aimlessly. I really didn't have a figure I respected enough to open myself up to, or really listen to other's opinions of what I thought ( Read more... )

I lay my foot down heavy on the pedal ( Read more... )

I am not your friend.
I am just a man who knows how to feel.
I am not your friend.
I'm not your lover.
I'm not your fucking family.
Yeah.

-Brand New, Sowing Season

There was a time when I was certain ( Read more... )

    Disease, cancer, decrepitude, ineptitude, etc. All the wonderful things we have to look forward to in our old age. Once we hit the grand sixty year old mark, it doesn't matter how hard you struggle. You will roll all the way back downhill much faster than you climbed it. There's no getting around it. It is only natural. Or, as natural as could ( Read more... )

    It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see.
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by.
I can make believe that you're here tonight.

Spring break is already half over, shit. It feels like it just started. I got back from Clearwater an hour or so ago. Already mowed the lawn, and have more work to look forward to with Dave. Whatever, it's all good ( Read more... )

    The angry burn on my hip is begging to look infected. I washed it with warm water and soap, then put some Emu oil on it. That stuff is supposed to be good for like, pretty much everything. Except acne. Because...it's oil. But I'm supposed to rub it on my ears a couple times a week to improve the elasticity of my skin. So when I finally feel ( Read more... )

    I need music. That's better. It's so hard to type right now, I keep messing up. I started my new job today. I like it so far. I just feel so fucking good. About everything. I'm so optimistic and like excited. At Anchor Blue, not only do I get a 40% discount, but I can give that discount to my friends, family, whoever. It's crazy. I just have to ( Read more... )

    Shit, I must be crazy. I read some of my previous entrees and I'm just like, Who the hell wrote this nonsense? Right know I feel perfect. Right now I feel better than any(drug)thing has ever made me feel. And just from very simple things.

Went to the movies with Erica, and when we came out, we saw Kenji and Eddie Arroyo, one of the chillest ( Read more... )