i have a funeral that i have to attend today. that's really depressing. it makes me think i should call everyone i know just to make sure that they know that i care about them. becuase i really do.
and all the time you think you've had. and all the things you've been looking forward to. everything passes by. everthing changes. life happens, and you end up sitting alone, trying to figure out just how to hold on.
i was rocking out to the faint in my room just a few minutes ago. and then i realized, fuck my throat really hurts, so i had to lay down for a little bit. dear body, could you please stop getting sick, because i'm tired of feeling crappy all the time.