♥I miss you♥
I don't know what to do.
I want to start over.

:[:ConfusionCaptivatesTheMind:]:

It's said. I'm moving out in about a month. Only for a few weeks, but I need it. I need to focus on school.

You were my favorite.

So I'm back. It was fun while it lasted, but I am glad to be back. I have to work at 4pm later, which I really don't want to do. I havn't hung out with anyone really except Valerie, Heidi, Kaylan, Chelsi and Jenna. School is a week from Wednsday, that's scary. I'm thinking about going to Cal Poly or Santa Barbara's community college after ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm feeling way better. I'm still in my work uniform which may sound really unappealing to you, but I don't care really. I even got in a huge fight with my family today.. Well, to be honest, it wasn't even "me" really. My whole family went against each other, or should I say, my mother went against all of us. All well, I'm used to it. I ( Read more... )

So someone is fucking around and it's not me ( Read more... )

So.. Jenna, lake, wakeboarding... Fucking awesome. I had so much fun, but then once again, going back to work at 4pm. I think I should try to start something different.. Say, a new JOB? I don't know.. I was thinking about it, but now I'm undecided. All well, Heidi left on Tuesday, my only friend really I hung out with except Jenna. That's nice. Can ( Read more... )

life is what you make of it...
seems to be untrue.

i want to be out on a boat in a lake
birthday soon
take care

I don't exactly know how I can be happy and sad at the same time, but I am. I've had lots going on recently... I've been working a lot, but that means a lot more money so I guess I'm alright with that. Heidi's finally back so I am really happy about that. Finally I have someone to sit around and do nothing with, like go through drive throughs and ( Read more... )

This entry is going to be random
I think my life is getting to the contention point
Everything is going smooth
I love fouth of July
I'm in the cuddling mood
I like random hang out sessions
I miss Heidi. :(
July 25th...
I want a cute sweatshirt from far away ( Read more... )

So today has gotten so much better.. I have talked to some people who I'd really love to stay in touch, which they did, and everything seems to be going alright for the time being. As for the other situation, that went good as well. I had a really big talk with my mom today about everything: sex, drugs, alcohol, guys, friends. She was really ( Read more... )