"I'll take you to the candy shop..
you can let me hit the lolly pop..
I'll have you spendin all you got..
your gonna hit the spot.. (woah)"

"so much beauty in life
shining on the outside
empty on the inside
I get lost sometimes
blinded by the flashing lights
distractions always in my eyes
so I'm following the sound ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit. I'm sick of it. And I'm sick of you. You don't even get the whole fucking point of this, do you? To hell with it. I'm done, it's over. Leave me alone.

Okay.so i dont know what to say or what to talk about so im just going to type what come out of my mind.right now i am sitting on the computer (obviously) and i am thinking about whether or not i should go get something to eat or not because i have to go to las positas today to get my thing signed since im starting there soon.im listening to this ( Read more... )

so right now i finally have some free time to write an actual entry. wow its amazing.. so i think im getting sick again, im so congusted in my head its crazy and it sucks. heidi evan valerie and kaylan all left me and im lonely. therefore all i try to do is work work work. its actually quite good considering i havnt worked in a long while like that ( Read more... )

okay, so heres the deal... i work about 2 days a week now, i cried last night for no apparent reason. am i
pmsing? no. i dont know what it is. today was a little better. i had a fair practice, worked out a little bit. tomorrow is like a friday to me and im really excited for that matter. im leaving 28-3rd. im going with heidi to sugar pine and im ( Read more... )

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...So I havn't been online in forever. I just havn't had the time, nor the urge to write anything because nothing is really new or worth telling the world. I'm not upset, I'm not happy. It's weird I'm in a plain mood. I have practice at 5:30pm tonight. I have to get my sister and take her to basketball at 3:30pm. Heidi and Ryan are doing great and ( Read more... )

So lately has been much better. Lots has happened since my last entry. im not going to write in correct caps and punctuation either. okay so im quiting my job again tonight when i go because of lots of things. mostly my mom wants me to have a break because lately has been hard and i have been acting way different. i started smoking a little which ( Read more... )

So lately has been quite interesting, if you say. I start family counciling tomorrow at 2:30, great. He finally came back, we talked a little bit. I felt bad because I had this major fucked up headache at the time, but I'm supposed to think for the next few days, which I have. It's hard, you know? I am failing civics because I havn't gone in a long ( Read more... )

I know this is really bad, but I feel stressed out and for some reason I really really want something to smoke. Ugh not good, but I just get to stressed out, not even stressed, it just sounds relaxing right now for some reason, although I hate the taste. It's a weird concept, we'll see. Working with Tyler tonight so that will be fun. I'm excited to ( Read more... )