Things I have passed by in the past day or so:

-A puppy, a dog that looked like a puppy, some kitties and their mommy
-A Dominos Pizza delivery PORSHE
-The scene of the drive by shooting from the other night
-A rooster on the side of a busy street
-A chicken crossing the road...I couldn't figure out why it was though

It has been random.

From the moment it was technically January, I knew things weren't going to be easy. Although the evening leading up to it was lovely, it was all downhill from there. My first night was one out of hell, but I was able to open up to one of my friends as I never had before. And by the time I finally was asleep, I had sighed relief. Though my troubles ( Read more... )

BRIGITTE

B

is for

Bouncy

R

is for

Rebellious

I

is for

Important

G

is for

Godlike

I

is for

Influential

T

is for

Temperamental

T

is for

Timeless

E

is for

Enthusiastic


What Does Your Name Mean?
yeah, that's right. Godlike. Thought ( Read more... )

It's 11:54 PM. There is no way in fuck I can fall asleep anytime soon. I think I'm slowly dying. Everyone else is gone, therefore I am alone. And there are two more days to fill before moving back to Chico. I'm not gonna make it. Been idle too long.... chest caving in to fill the empty spaces... waiting is too cruel a task... won't someone play ( Read more... )

I'm tired of pretending to be stronger than I really am.

Almost forgot! Since my cell phone (along with the rest of my purse) was stolen, I have a new phone. This new phone comes with none of the numbers that were in my previous phone. Meaning out of nearly 50 numbers I used to have and by foolishly relying on speed dial and such, I have none of my friends' phone numbers anymore. So if you would like to ( Read more... )

Over the past couple of weeks I have slowly looked upon all of my entries over the past year and, to be honest, I wasn't amused. One could not help but see that I would have a few good things to say before reigning in a storm of bad news, anger, cynicism, and vagueness. I hope to not be like that this year. 2004 was a year that was never too kind ( Read more... )

I feel kind of bleh right now and I'm not sure why. I guess I am in a funk. Finals week seems to be stretching for a longer amount of time than usual. And even though I am behind, I can't get myself to do anything. I have two finals tomorrow and one on Friday, all of which require studying ( Read more... )

"That's why I couldn't be happier ( Read more... )

There is nothing more dumbfounding and scary than realizing that your worst fears can be a very harsh reality.