The last 2 weeks have been so hard. The love of my life woke me up and told me that she didn't love me anymore and she could never see herself marrying me. I felt like my life ended that day. A person has a picture of what their life would be like and it vanished within two sentences ( Read more... )

It's been almost 10 years since I've had this livejournal....man, I can't believe that I've had it for that long. I know that I haven't updated this very often the last five years or so, but I have been doing a lot of writing in other places ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've updated on this journal. I've had this journal for about 8 years and I've met a lot of great people on here. You have all read my struggles with bipolar and finding my place in life. I just felt that I needed to update the people who still have this on my life ( Read more... )

If anyone does read this, I would love to re-connect with you guys.

Many of you helped me through a lot of shit over the last like 5-6 years. You've all been great. Please leave a comment and I'll comment back and we can chat sometime.

I haven't posted anything on here in like 8 or 9 months and probably 6 months before that, haha ( Read more... )

Wow, I guess I still need this journal to vent. I guess it's my safe haven. I do have a blog on myspace that I used to update all the time after I moved on from LJ, but too many of my close friends read that journal. I guess I want to say some things here that a few people who I haven't heard from in a long time (my LJ friends) may or may not read ( Read more... )

I’ve started a new blog. It will be upbeat and mostly dealing with music, sport, and pop culture.

AmericasWhiteBoy.Blogspot.comHaha, I know what you’re thinking. I tried sweetbob.blogspot.com and someone already has that url and it wouldn’t let me register it. Maybe I registered the name a long time ago and forgot, who knows ( Read more... )

I thought after I wrote my last entry that I would start to feel better. I have felt the same and maybe even a little worse. I think my medication is making some things harder to do, like be any definition of productive. I have also been noticing that my anxiety is getting worse at times. Like today, I went into work to pick up a shift, but I was ( Read more... )

I'm wondering if I will ever look back at this period in my life and smile. I guess there are times in everyone's life that you never get over. I can name a few, but this period includes a few years in my life. I will need to forgive myself before I can truly start getting better ( Read more... )

Man, I haven't written here in a long time. I'm not sure if I have any friends left. Livejournal has been good to me in the past and I hope it will be just as good for me in the future ( Read more... )