Hollow (wo)man

Jul 22, 2009 13:54


Last night after dropping Bree off after D&D, I was so mad at James (we had a fight about the musical society) that I grabbed the steering wheel and made him crash the car into the gutter, shredding the front passenger tyre. I then jumped out of the car and ran, crying hysterically, for the bridge that goes over the train line. James physically ( Read more... )

thoughts, suicide, body image, james, depression, self harm, via ljapp

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curioussquid July 22 2009, 07:21:34 UTC
i've done something very similar to that before, with elliot... it sucked, so so much.

its the dramatic ups and downs that are the hardest. it seems so much crazier when you can want to sie so bad you actually try, and then 12 hours later you feel relatively normal. i hope you're okay...

xo

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sweetbitterness July 24 2009, 01:02:27 UTC
I've noticed that the weirdest thing about these meds is that they've cut out the middle-man. Sort of. When I crack it and lose it, it's not after an hour of crying and weeping that I think about suicide, I go straight to it.

It's weird that it can make me apathetic and yet dramatic at the same time.

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x0x0zombie July 22 2009, 10:12:14 UTC
I don't know who Jenny is... but I bet she doesn't look like the adorable elf you do. =)

I love you and wish things would be better for you, dear Kimmykinz. <3

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sweetbitterness July 24 2009, 00:50:35 UTC
She plays this sexy mage in D&D and she is gorgeous. Boo hoo. But no one is as cute an elf as me, that is true. Hehe xoxo

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ruffledviolet July 27 2009, 01:40:56 UTC
i love those lindt chocolates. i haven't had one in years. :'(

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sweetbitterness August 25 2009, 13:46:17 UTC
They're my favourite chocolates.

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ruffledviolet August 25 2009, 18:49:40 UTC
mine too!
i just bought a variety bag 2 days ago and ate all the non dark chocolate ones, and gave all the dark chocolate ones to my bf.
i love the new flavor.

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