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[sweetattraction]

I hate when I'm not prepared for my life to fall apart. Pat and I broke up perhaps a month ago, so it shouldn't completely ruin my life to see him, but it did. I'm even involved with someone else who cares about me a whole hell of a lot more than Pat ever did, but it doesn't make it feel better. Pat ignored me. Granted there were a lot of people

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[cokewithdrawl]

For some reason, this time of year always gets me down. I distinctly remember getting into arguments with my mom because she thought I was depressed and I was aggravated at her for thinking that.

But I definitely know what you're talking about with the seeing the ex thing; Nick and I went on a short break when we first dated and I couldn't bear to see him at all. It made me feel like shit.

[sunnysideofj]

I hear ya babe. I commend you for moving on and not letting yourself hurt right afterwards...I wish I could've done the same. But then it makes sense when you said you hadn't really delt with it/let it sink in. So it makes sense that seeing him made it hit hard, because it never really got a chance to. But only one month afterwards is still a short amount of time...it'll get easier, I swear. He might've been trying to ignore you so that he didn't hurt, who knows.

Point is, I love you. Let's talk and or hang out soon.