i'm already breaking. what got to me the most today is that my mother criticizes everything about me. apparently my attitude always sucks, i'm a horrible person because i curse, and despite the fact that i don't want some boyfriend, i scare them away because of who i am. first i'd like to say fuck you, there ah first time today. she thinks she ( Read more... )

everyone keeps saying welcome home...
but this is not home.

so i'm back home. so far not horrible, not exactly where i want to be either though ( Read more... )

I started to lose it today, i have this feeling that the next 4 days are going to be really really difficult.

sometimes it's not anything in particular that makes you feel sad, sometimes its just general life which makes you sad ( Read more... )

so final word is that august 18, i move back east with my parents ( Read more... )

today als and i went on an adventure around the city. We went up to Mt. Washington and rode the incline which is strange because after being here three years it was still something i had never gotten around to. We also picked out a bridge far away and tracked is origins down. We essentially made a huge loop around most of the city, but it was a ( Read more... )

i have an interview with Pitt on monday...i'm really pumped. cross your fingers for me.

From what I remember the following things went down last night ( Read more... )

Stolen from lo musetta (kristin) who in turn stole it from esotericme (Catie ( Read more... )