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so i'm back home. so far not horrible, not exactly where i want to be either though.
this time of day is the worst because no one is around out hang out with. Well at least not last night since i got blown off, which was great thanks a lot.
its just really hard being here and trying to keep together when i feel so lonely. Plus unpacking, i want to cover every inch of this room with pittsburgh, but i can't, because its all being repainted and redone, and there will be no place for me to cover my walls with posters or pictures.
I guess pittsburgh just isn't meant to be right now, and its just so hard to except. I feel so hopeless being here, knowing i need to find a job, so that i can get out of here as quick as i can. So i can move somewhere else and feel alone. horray.
this time of day is the worst because no one is around out hang out with. Well at least not last night since i got blown off, which was great thanks a lot.
its just really hard being here and trying to keep together when i feel so lonely. Plus unpacking, i want to cover every inch of this room with pittsburgh, but i can't, because its all being repainted and redone, and there will be no place for me to cover my walls with posters or pictures.
I guess pittsburgh just isn't meant to be right now, and its just so hard to except. I feel so hopeless being here, knowing i need to find a job, so that i can get out of here as quick as i can. So i can move somewhere else and feel alone. horray.