everything seems all wrong
&out of place.

going out just seemed weird without you.
but i guess its something i should get used to.
i dont think scared is a reason. no i dont mean i dont think its a good reason, i mean i dont think its a reason at all. dont make excuses for me.

what a bad weekend.
i cant even begin to describe the way i feel.

it sucks.

things are pretty perfect.
except that jons in new jersey for the weekend.

i had a pretty good &surprising day =)

yeah, i felt like that was worth updating about.

im good
however i now hate thanksgiving. &lets not forget new years
anybody else want to take a good holiday away from me?
seriousely.

cool
go have sex with somebody else.
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fucking a
i hate everybody.

so im not gunna lie. some boys get me really frusterated.
like thats a surprise.    theyre all the same.

&i heard our song today and thought of you.

LIVEJOURNALS DYING.

staff work out was okay.
okay weekend.
happy to have a week off.
work tomorrow.

found some funny notes when i cleaned out my room...
OHboy.

things are currently back to being good.
Did a lot of cleaning/organizing today, so mommy will let me skip thursday morning.
butttttt i have no one to take me to school... no i dont no what im gunna do about that.

i got my nails done hot pink =)
&i think im gunna go to bed soon. yay. i love sleep.

everythings wrong.
really bad night.
came home crying.
i swear i have the ability to screw everything up.

i dont even no what to do. i no i cant fix this.

Friday:
mrs thompsons room for 3 mods...  +2nd mod was funny. Me &ang cook like speds.
Jon brought me a cappuccino for 4th mod  =)

Saturday:
work. felt really long.  but went to zi pani afterwards.
Dinner with the family.  +Lowes. &random birds flying indoors = me screaming in the middle of the store.
Then hung out with jonnie.

Sunday:
Had to get up early ( Read more... )