Well I'm now a year older and I must say that this has been one of the most memorable and exciting birthdays for me in a long time. It was really great to be able to celebrate my birthday with such awesome friends, both new and old. Started my bday exactly at midnight doing what i love most..ravingg : p and the following evening on the actual night ( Read more... )

shitty....

im tired of waiting, im tired of planning, im tired of trying. as of now..i just need to do what makes me happy. no more frustration..no more sadness. no more drama man.
im tired.

"Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now when I need you?"

enough said.

blah..and im growing up. im 19 today....

oh yeah and my journal is now friends only. it has been for a while but i never really informed anyone.

haha that's all.

so i wish i wasn't such a scaredy cat. mention the tiniest horror story and i wont be able to sleep for the next couple of days. haha damn..i should really work on that ( Read more... )

i really hate feeling like such an idiot. :(

grrr

it's odd how the smallest things can have such a large affect on our lives ( Read more... )

today was wierd ( Read more... )

i hate having nightmares :( grrr

If I received a quarter for everytime i finished this entry and then erased it...i think i'd be a millionare. Words just keep getting jumbled and i can't quite write how i'm feeling or how i'd like to express myself. SOoo..i'll just stick with the main points i guess ( Read more... )