today has just gone form the best of days to pretty close to the worst of days. it started off well pre started off with two dreams, the first dream esencialy being not accepted to Deakin University and the second one being accepted to Deakin University. so then when I checked my e-mail this morning I was shocked and thrilled to get the ( Read more... )

thanks to everyone who replied to my post, I'm pretty much over it now, the only thing that really hurts is the lack of respect he demonstrated in not telling me upfront, in taking the easy way and having me find out for myself. that really shows that he's not the guy I though he was. while I will still be sad and miss him its now time I decided ( Read more... )

ok so going back a few months, I found out that my first Ex was "still dating" insert name of girl. what I thoguth I chatted with him (via e-mail) a few days ago and we chat once maybe twice a year and this is the first inkling I've recieved of him dating. I was slightly hurt because I had always said that I wanted nothing more then for him to ( Read more... )

swannoc will have to write:

I will stop collecting shiny things that I find on the ground

'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I love my car I really do but does she have to be so expensive. I'm not talking gas and insurance I'm talking repairs. Pretty much one week ago I had her in the shop for a new starter plug thing, CAA wanted to sell me a battery which wouldn't have fixed the problem so at least I didn't go in for that. And now she has to be towed there for who- ( Read more... )

so its been a while since I last posted lets see I'm happily working on some new garb and doing my courses. I've yet to hear back from the mall jobs so I'm going to apply for the position at wings ( Read more... )

so my course information came for my OMA course and my word I am so out of shape academically I mean how much reading do I have to do its about as much as I had to do for one course during university but could I focus nope what did I do,,, I watched daytime tv (now mind you I've had a killer headache for 2 solid days and its the most happy (well ( Read more... )

now that I've slept on it and talked to my parents the silly rule about only being a full full time student doesn't seem so insurmantable. and my parents are happy to fight for it (even my dad who doesn't really want me to go there since he's not the keenest on going there himself ( Read more... )

christmas was good but it wasn't really christmas, yes we all the family together (including the two new brother-in-laws) and the fact that it was on different dates was not the fact. the difference was that on christmas morning for the first time ever I woke up and felt truly alone. tradationaly I wake up at some ungodly hour between 4-6 check ( Read more... )

so its not the comertilition of christmas that is worring me this year its the family get togethers/ odd i know but there are expecanal circomstances. see last year there were no husbands so ther was only our family to worry about. and this year both of my sisters are married and they are having christmas with with the husbands families and we ( Read more... )