I think if I had any I wouldn't be in the spot I'm in [talking to nobody & thinking things that I shouldn't be thinking]. I've had every chance in the world to get a head and I've done nothing of any worth. It truly is pathetic! Every girl/woman who's paid attention to me has: A]cheated on em with other guys B] used to to get closer to someone I ( Read more... )

5 months till i'm outta a job. No prospects for a new one. It's starting to get to me, last night I started thinkin about it n couldn't sleep! i think i got 4 hours maybe ( Read more... )

I don't seek attention, I seek obliteration

Reasons to live: 0 (2 details to take care of)

Reasons to Die: 7.62!

He he he!

Give me something thing to believe.............right now all I've got is nothing and I'm approaching it fast!

Lately I've been having problems focusing and staying upbeat (which should be pretty easy for a guy in my position). But my mind has been dark and turning to all consuming thoughts that I shouldn't be thinking. And since I rarely see friends, on the times I do see them it's just idle chit-chat, nothing meaningful. Then add to the fact that ( Read more... )

just when I need some friends around the most, they all bail and/or avoid me..........why should I not be surprised.

Well I start work tomorrow and I'm nervous as hell. I've been nervous a lot more than usual this year. I guess Shit has been making some major changes............weird!

Any-who I'm nervous as hell....more about the job tomorrow!

Well I've got Moe back, but he can't used his back legs at all. There is, at best, a 50% chance that he might get use of them again. I feel like a bad person but I thinking about I'm having him put down. So far he hasn't eaten anything day (the food and water are right next to him) so I'll give him until tomorrow. If he hasn't improved (eating ( Read more... )

.............Moe Kat had a heart attack this morning. Dunno yet if he will make it or even recover. At this point I'd be glad to know he went peacefully..................furry little bastard!


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