The fuck is my life. I'm so happy. It's weird that the first time I've been good at all this year is making my parents stressed out. I know they want me to pay back my debts and take responsibility for all of my actions, but I wish they would just give me a break and be happy that I finally feel okay. It's been a long time coming. Who are you? ( Read more... )

Do you really like me, or is it just that you haven't had any physical contact since the time you tried to rape me and my girlfriend four years ago when we all did acid ( Read more... )

I try to be a good person. I really do. And part of that is telling people what I am not up for ( Read more... )

I wish I could tell my dad how much I love him. Apparently we have the same laugh, the same handwriting. I understand him so much more than I can express, and I feel like maybe it goes both ways, but who will ever know. We share the same shyness and inability to express feelings. The most intimate interactions we have are emails with song ( Read more... )

Going through my old old lj, found this. A lot more is applicable now than it used to be. Kinda long, but interesting, at least to me.

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Whoa, hi livejournal. S'been awhile. We should hang out again. Still posting on tumblr alllll the time, but it's all fluff. Can't even remember the last time I had a good rant to get things off my chest. Miss it. Miss you. How have you been this past year?

Well... it appears all my good intentions of keeping up with this journal just aren't enough. I seem to post more regularly on my tumblr for some reason. Maybe I've just gotten too depressing here and needed somewhere with more light-hearted associations? Anyways. I'm in London (UK), have been for about a month. Should technically be here and ( Read more... )

I'm at work. I have to turn on the open sign in three minutes. But I can't stop crying... I don't even know why.

Lady's been gone to the middle of nowhere for 4 days now, hasn't attempted to call me once. I don't even know where she is.

Man man man. I can't remember ever being this bored. I don't get bored easy. I'm usually pretty good at doing and thinking about nothing for long periods of time. I think it's because I'm seeing my Alison after werk and I just want to be seeing her noww. I haven't seen her in like two whole days and I misses her. Is it weird to miss a friend so ( Read more... )

Hey guess what, livejournal. I'm in a good mood. Holy ( Read more... )