I am greatful for
almost being over my cold
barbara saying good things about me about 6 months
1 fight in 1 month
a good talk with victor yesterday
vision boards with reppy and crew
abeautiful day for the kite festival
avoiding subway

too much wine with friends on a monday is a rotten idea.

joined a new site to keep track of working out and food intake.
drank water.
sat.

I cant deal with downtime for more then two days in a row. Sounds likd a ridiculous problem. When I am busy, I am productive. When I am not busy, I suck. I sit here watching stupid tv and compulsivly checking email.

bah.

but beginning.

Susie" (night after the birthday party to guy she has been flirting with for months ( Read more... )

When my father died I remember I asked my mother for money to go to ross and buy clothes for the funeral. Black ones. When i got the call I packed strangely. The room was spinning and I grabbed what must have been a suitcase, or no, backpack or a plastic bag and filled it with strange things. Maybe a pair of pajama pants or a shoe. One shoe. ( Read more... )

I had a natural gas leak at my apt complex which led me to my mothers unexpectedly. i also had work at 5 am and my work clothes were in my apt. I had to make a work uniform out of old clothes I unexpectedly had in my closet from college. I remembered that I had a pair of black pants from college which I had altered to fit a smaller size then what I ( Read more... )

little girl ( Read more... )

totally fell off the diet wagon for the past few days. ye gawds!!! I need to get with it!motivation motivation!

My ankle feels....better. I can rotate it in a circle and walk without pain. i wont dance till sunday night. What about that? ( knowing me, ill try to dance on sunday, twist it again and....) Hopefull ynot. Fingers crossed. I may go to a jewish group of 20 somethings for wine tonight. Sounds liek fun and better then an hour and a half drive...

Last night was good. I enjoy being tipsy. Quite alot actually. After this week, needed a break. Taught an acting class at a country club. Yeah. Wow. Then drive an hour in traffic to get to a happy hour. Stayed. Drank. Flirted. Drank. Got a $10 margarita bought for me and a beer. I met some guys, and some new people. Possibilities with the guys but ( Read more... )