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Hackettstown
I've been feeling all day. Like I used to. Like I did when I had half an open mind ( Read more... ) -
Life Story - Tennessee Williams
I just stumbled on this, in some far reaches of the internet (writersalmanac.publicradio.org/index.php specifically) and I kind of loved it. I don't really relate to it or anything, but you don't need to relate to something to like it ( Read more... ) -
Right before band camp, before college
So here I am. Having waited til the last minute to pack, I did that for the last 2 hours. Having not resolved that loan, I wrote a letter. And it's because I don't realize that I'm leaving. It hits me at random moments when I realize "shit, I'm not going to see my dog for possibly a few months." And that leads to other things ( Read more... ) -
4 Days to college
I really can't handle this. I've been thrown into this mess of paying for college, and my parents aren't really helping. I payed for this first semester out of my savings, and writing that check was the most terrifying feeling ever. Holy shit, that's a lot of money, and I still have 7 semesters like it to go. Unless I cut it down to 6 (possibly ( Read more... ) -
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I was really hoping I would visit Juniata, love it, and decide to go there, but visiting just kinda made me not take it seriously. They have a ton of programs and opportunities abroad for such a small school, but I kinda don't belive that going there and studying biology is going to get me anywhere (even though they have mad internships availible ( Read more... ) -
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I just know that April isn't going to be a good month for me. It's crunch time with APs. I feel really dumb for not doing more BC stuff beforehand because I feel like I'm already behind. It's going to be like mad guilt whenever I don't do it for more than 2 days because it'll just be more work later because I don't learn this quickly. And ( Read more... ) -
APs aren't until may....
I feel like school has caught up to me ( Read more... ) -
que ridiculo
I'm having trouble keeping it together. I've been losing everything, and I'm extremely depressed about it, and I feel like I'm drowning in school, especially physics. I think I'm just retarded at this subject, I can't apply or even retain anything. I've never had this much trouble with anything else.
A lot of times, when I feel overwhelmed, I ( Read more... ) -
Dinosaurs kick ass
I've been trying to fir the quote "Dinosaurs kick ass" into my psych journal, but I'm finding that it doesn't fit anywhere with what I'm writing about. Dinosaurs don't have too much to do with free will v. determinism. -
Peanut butter jelly time
So I'm not eating anything but peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for the next 5 days.
My mom is actually all for it, convinced I'll lose weight.
I wonder how long I can last.