Misunderstood

[supersonic___]

I wanna scream. cry. kick. throw. hit. whatever

Comments

[__undeniiable]

=( Ajdå, det är det sista man vill höra. Jag får höra det också mkt, så nu brukar jag mest bara säga att jag mår bra eftersom då låter de iaf det vara och det kan inte bli värre. :/ Jag önskar att jag kunde göra något för dig gumman! =( &hearts *kramar hårt om dig*

[supersonic___]

ja, det är ju det. önskar att jag hade haft pappa med mig, tror faktiskt att det hade blivit bättre då :P menmen...
Jag vet aldrig vad jag ska säga på utvecklingssamtalen riktigt... och jag tänkte att om jag säger att är stressad så finns det ju en möjlighet att de ska förstå. Men eftersom jag aldrig riktigt vill förklara sådant som har med mig att göra speciellt ingående så blev det ju inte så...

tack så mycket vännen ♥♥ jag vet att du finns där, och det betyder mycket bara det, tro mig ♥♥

[__undeniiable]

Jo jag kan förstå varför du inte vill berätta det. Jag har ett förtroende för min mentor men jag berättar aldrig hur ensam jag känner mig i klassen och sådär. Orkar inte tala om det, så jag kan se varför du inte tyckte om att prata om dina problem heller. <3

[lauren_sark]

I am so sorry to hear that school is basically sucking your energy out of you. Also wish I could come with some revolutionary concept that will relieve you of it but all I can say is that I truly know how it feels. I am there as well. Although I have slowly began to grow a better liking for myself (still not content with how I look but how I am as a person and that's always something I suppose?) I still feel the exact same thing. And if there is anything I can do, ever, let me know :) Friends support one and the other ;) If it's about school, a pepp-talk, want me to read something or just vent, don't hesitate. I am always here *huggles*

[supersonic___]

Aw, thank you so much ♥♥ I really appreciate it you know. And it feels amazing knowing that you're there for me. I'm sorry that you feel the same as me.. but I'm glad that you're starting to find yourself. I am too, I think - but then I have times like these when it feels like everything is falling apart. Pepp-talk is always appreciated, and you know that goes both-ways I hope, 'cause I'm here for you too! ♥♥

[lauren_sark]

I guess that what you can start to do is basically... I don't know (not really good at this but yeah)... start telling yourself that you're awesome, you're looking perfect the way you are and don't try and compare yourself to others (which is my biggest issue) and in the end, you actually feel rather content with yourself.. but I suppose it's a process ;)

Of course *huggles* Luff ya ♥

[nina_d89]

I don't know anything to say really.. but most of all know that I'm here if you need me and I know that it'll get better.. soon!!! I know it's hard to have people around that expect that you can just have high self confidence all of a sudden and just wash away fears and doubts.. but surprise, that actually takes time.
Know that I love you!!! <3

[supersonic___]

I know, it's annoying... I wish I could turn back time and tell him what being stressed means when it comes to me complaining about it... but I can't, and I would feel stupid doing it now afterwards. I guess it doesn't really matter, but it bugs me when people judge me in the wrong way. Like now - it's not that I'm complaining just because I have a lot to do. One sentence he said in particular is bugging me: "Welcome to the real life." (might not have sounded as mean as when you read it for yourself, but still). If this is real life - being worried 24/7 about something, crying every night because you're not feeling like you're doing good enough - then it's highly overrated.

Okay, now I'm just rambeling on here. sorry. I wanted to talk to you on msn, when I realised I have no one to really talk to, and when you weren't there I saw your comment, so that's why.

Thank you. I love you so much ♥♥♥

[anonymous]

uh, mysko grej, men jag vet exakt hur du känner <3
jag är nästan likadan just nu, inte de senaste dagarna (efter tisdagen) dock, så det är skönt.
men du är toppen, det vet du!
<3