well yea today or this entire mounthhas sucked ( Read more... )

i feel like every1 i can trust is some way or another making me second guess myself ( Read more... )

happiness has always come at a price and i think i paid all those prices for right now. usualy if i got angry at a girlfriend or we would argue id just wanna b alone n not b w. em but today me n kate were both edgy n snapped a little and usualy we would of had a war but today was different. we just got over it. we didnt fight, yell, scream. none of ( Read more... )

well this weekend tured out great. have seen kate every day since thurs. if i drove to her house for a bit after work or a couple hours b4 work its been great. last night we talked on the foen for a couple hours til 1 am basicaly and we got alot of things out. we talked about stuff from when we first dated. i feel bad now cause i fucked up n hurt ( Read more... )

well umm not updated for real in along time. so far got a 1991 toyota camary, still have the 300, hung out w. alot of people, had fun enjoyed life alittle. thought about stuff, worked alot, missed manson and as of thanksgiving night about 11:10-ish im finialy goin out w. kate( yes i no weve dated befor) but i fucked up and have felt for her ever ( Read more... )

i just want things to finialy fall into place and for it to stop hurting . . . .

heh well yes again shit went down hill. monday i had to deal w. drama bullshit from meagan. she started shit online liek usual and than called my cell 2 times n i hung up telling her i didnt wanna deal w. drama. well she called a third n said i hang up 1 more tiem my car gets it. well fuck her shes now dead to me.you threaten me ok what ever but ui ( Read more... )

well it happened again. 2 weeks ago (yes i no its been a while) me n ash broke up.that night just got worse and worse. i dont really want to remember what happened but i figure i have to get it out somehow.

started out 2 thursdays ago. i got off work late. i told her wednesday i thoight i got fof work at 5 n it turned out i got off at 8 n ash has ( Read more... )

last night started out shity yesterday. i raced home from school in the lot at skool i noticed in my ttops when i was tak'n em off that on the cover around the handle is cracked on the side and i know its just cosmetic but its gonna piss me off to no end until i fix it. but yea got home, got my check got the cash came back home from the bank got ( Read more... )

fuck yea!!! ill get to the best part of my story at the end but ill go on about the weekend ( Read more... )