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well umm not updated for real in along time. so far got a 1991 toyota camary, still have the 300, hung out w. alot of people, had fun enjoyed life alittle. thought about stuff, worked alot, missed manson and as of thanksgiving night about 11:10-ish im finialy goin out w. kate( yes i no weve dated befor) but i fucked up and have felt for her ever since and i was so confused on how she truly felt bout me til well she told me. so i ran there i knew if i thought about it to long id do somethin stupid or say something stupid so i did what old justin would do, do and not think and hell it worked out for a change. n yesterday i kissed her. first time in years since i last kissed her first off and first time in a long time that ive kissed some one and its felt so right, not just for the hell of it, but because it just felt right. tonight i told her she was gorgeous. she doesnt want to hear that but for the past couple years ive thought it and god does it feel great to tell her. right now hell dotn mind any other relationship ive had in the past year or so because no matter if i was happy or misreable, somethin was diff bout kate n life just feels better now. so yes im happy, un imagionably happy :)