i forgot i had a livejournal. haha

uhm.... hows everyone??!? im good. working and making money.. as usual. i miss you fuckers. i havent really been doing anything but working drinking and getting fucked up. i had a grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat new years... i can barley remember most of it and i enjoyed myself. if you wanna see me you will leave me a reply, bye bitches

well long time no write. first off Merry Christmas and Happy New Years fuckers. I have been doing great. i went to leftover crack when they came this year and that shit was crazy fun. I am in alabama right now. i just got here from new orleans because i went there for christmas and i have been enjoying myself these holidays. i cant wait to get ( Read more... )

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so i am deciding to write about something ( Read more... )

so after my last drunken night i said fuck it to live journal.. but lookie where i landed. ha! just lost my job and im a loser again. oh well. i get paid tomorrow and im getting an ounce of weed to smoke in my lonesome cause im a loner now. muahah. i'll be in my room smokinnnnnnnnnn all day tomorrow and i might need some company.. =(

hahahahhha

at this point and time ni my life im ready to say fuck it all. everything.

why?

it only seems as if my night could get any worse. nothing is ogignn what i want it to and i want to cry.

ITS NOT FAIR... I MESS UP.. AND I SUFFER.

he wont suffer because they are all on his side and i am just the "new girl" i want to cry. really bad... but i cant. something inside me wont let it happen because. just because...

last night my world ended. i got my fake i.d. taken because this dumb whore decided to tell the bouncer guy in bbq bar that i am 17. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE MIRAIM. OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL YOUR GAY ASS FAG MUNCHIN NAME.

well first thing first, joel im sorry ( Read more... )