Sigh. I can't say this has been the worst year of my life- because then it would just meld in with all the years that I've said that about- but it hasn't held its own to my priorities. *If he slams that door, I will-* Ergh. I need to get the fuck out of my parents house. There have been a lot of good things that have happened like Chris and I ( Read more... )

I have set a goal for myself! Whoop!
I am going to lose 20 pounds. There is no set time limit, just gotta lose it! I have already lost five, so only 15 more to go until im 145 again. It has been like four years since I was that size. Damn.

I think I'm going fucking crazy.

( bOObIES )

I'm not sick anymore. THANK THE YAY GOD! The only kind of crappy thing is now I can't sit on my ass all day-I have to go to work again...and school. Bah
I need to find time again.

Boop boop beep beep ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. Nothing is working out. pooppooppoop.
what's a girl to do?

9th grade is starting all over again.
why can't one thing ever just stay the way it is?
not perfect, but deal-able.

Edit:
MY DAD.

Shea wuz hurr.

6:55 AM. Can't sleep. Hackin' Clurr'z EllJay.

Dude
I got this letter today from People to People and i guess I've been nominated/invited to go study/travel in England, France, Germany, The Netherlands, Belgium, and Switzerland.

Did anyone else get this letter?