I kind of feel like deleting this as I don't use this anymore.... but I also don't want to delete this. hmmm. what could I use this for? I mostly use tumblr now. oh well. we'll see.
"I didn't know why, I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full."
"I meditate in the bath. The water needs to be very hot, so hot you can barely stand putting your foot in it. Then you lower yourself, inch by inch, till the water's up to your neck
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