a step in the wrong direction for the current measure. well what are you going to do? i enoy it. i'm just not part of it. maybe new things will change these old things. again. i wish people saw me as i see me. or maybe what i'm thinking. i can't express well. i need a key chain nail clipper. i might not pick as much. well this is it.

well. i started an entry. it got deleted. i thought about it. then i realized that it was really ok. this afternoon was nice. i think bawls would be a excellent substitute for chai. what with the bus and the cup. that always spills. my hair drys pretty quickly. so it looks not as good in the morning if i take a shower earlier in the evening. it's ( Read more... )

i'm never signed in. then i miss shit. anyway. sleeping is lame. i have stupid dreams.then i have to wake up.i don't like doing that at any time. sleep isn't really appealing even when i don't want to be awake. i'm pretty bored. my cat's neck never seems to get better. there's paper towel all over the house. i called the DMV but it was busy. i want ( Read more... )

Recently, i found my sock in a bowl.

fuck you winter. i generally like all the seasons. but i'm having trouble this time around. man. one day it will be another day. and that day will be summer. or something like that. my cat has this gross thing. it's bloody a lot. i put peroxide on it today. and wrapped it. and i used packing tape. oh the packing tape. he's really good about ( Read more... )

well here it is. 3 am. i'm not sleeping. don't know why. these songs don't download fast enough and are usually broken. tough break. i'm not familiar. it takes so long. talking to drunk friends about how they danced with the class whore wasn't nearly as interesting as i had originally thought. i always think of these almost decent poems but forget ( Read more... )

sarah: the black shoes look so anna ( Read more... )

school starts tomorrow. that blows. today was like sundance sunday. quite a few good movies on. i keep switching windows and forgetting this is here. well, i should be doing this PeePeeI work. and go to bed at a reasonable time for having school tomorrow. that blows. i picked up some cool fabric. it's neat AND it was on sale. also, i recently got ( Read more... )

whew. what a workout for my brain. you know, pretty good. i like amplitude. but i'm no good with the faster beats, nor the regular beats for that matter. so i'm not good at it, but i like it. my cats neck is still full of death, it's of no use to try to stop him. he's riding this wagon till the wheels fall off. time to rest this here brain.

it's not that i'm against it, or don't approve. i just want to be included, comfortably. i'm like fucking mama corleone. but not on the level i just described. similar however.