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for the past couple weeks i've been attempting to write in this. but so much is happening and so much has happened. it has pretty much been awesome. next up is getting my computer, working a real job for two-ish weeks, then africa for 3-ish weeks, then new york, then school ( Read more... )

well. journaling time. the internet has been back for awhile. i didn't really know what to write. well anyway. june. birthday, new jersey, new york, chillin. now, july. job, 4th of july, vacation. the job is pretty sweet. one day a week, hopefully it'll go up. a lot for an hour. mostly cleaning this woman's house, but also office work and ironing ( Read more... )

so my internet is quite broke. for awhile it seems. if you want to hang out, talk or just try to reach me. call my cell
443-791-4759

i didn't tell my whole life story. there's things that are, either repressed or well, i don't feel like talking about. they're mine. belonging in my multiverse ( Read more... )

it doesn't go away. because everything is so fucking secretive ( Read more... )

fucking secretive douchebags. i had almost convinced myself otherwise. i would laugh at it if i were only in a different position. i wouldn't even mind. except that i can't trust anyone. ever. i can't wait till the fucking mail comes. so i can make a decision. that is already partially made. i wonder how those days on spring break will turn out. oh ( Read more... )

it's like when my aunt left to go home after my sister's graduation party. agh. i need to write in here better, not in number of updates but in how i form things . recently i've felt more articulate about how i'm feeling but not the single word to describe it. my thoughts sometimes differ from the way i write and what i write about. these are times ( Read more... )

gee. what a song like spies. to come on now. just at this thought. the randomizer reads my thoughts. it's not even the lyrics. just the time in which it occured. on a closely related note. at least i refrain from that shit. maybe i think about it. but i don't make an effort. so fuck that. seriously ( Read more... )

i am tired. i walked today. it was nice. it was quite an enjoyable day. sometimes i feel funny. it's always.it's not always bad. today was a step in the tolerance of people. and it was pretty awesome how it worked out. i just didn't care. it was beautiful. i learned things about people. not anyone in particular. just people. not good or bad. not ( Read more... )