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i think i keep getting rejected from (or maybe just ignored?) some lj communities bc i don't have any friends so my journal looks fake? :x i just don't have any friends on livejournal...none of my friends really use it, and i don't have very many online friends bc i'm a lurker... :'x but i do use lj a lot for communities and stuff but not really ( Read more... ) -
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the worst part is still being able to smile and laugh, and be happy to an extent. because you think that maybe you don't feel so sad after all, and maybe you don't have an excuse anymore for feeling the way you do and not doing what you need to do.
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i'm really sad and i hate myself i am not happy i dont know what to do to be happy -
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Here's some lists
SNSD bias list:
-sooyoung
-hyoyeon (dammit gurl, i honestly didnt like you at first but now i kind of love you. but i will never say that Oh! wasn't your worst era in terms of styling.)
-seohyun
(big gap of interest lol)
-tippani
-jessica
(then another big one lol)
-taeyeon
-yoona
-sunny
-yuri
Shoopa Joonir:
-henry & donghae (tiiieeed)
-kyuhyun
-zhou mi
-yesung
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I FUCKING DID IT
I FUCKING DID IT -
this is excruciating
jafksdljfso;djfad;fakdfkadnjmfvsefjcweaoijtrnwsxnfcaihfa;oodanc i dont know if i can do this anymore
but im so close (no pun intended)
two more nights.
two.
more.
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112811 Today I Have Consumed
-Peanut Butter Sandwich (toasted bread)
-3 bites of yesterday's Pita sandwich
-1/2 Apple
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ugh
i feel kinda weird...i close my eyes and everything feel kinda numb...my stomach kinda hurts in a weird way...i think i'm hungry...but if i eat anything i'll want to kill myself lol
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there needs to be more onkey smut in this world