"So fuck that, fuck them, fuck him, and fuck you, I dont have enough sterngth to hold and pull through. How that feels? I cant tell, Im fucked up, all the pills. Does this mean I should take my life with my own hands?..."

last nIght was prettY crazy. WenT to homecoming, it was gay so I left and met up with JoN. wE talKed about how heathers boyfriend is always a dick to her and he got pissEd and wanTed to go finD him to kick the shit out of him. sO we callEd heAther aNd she said to leave him alone or somin. ThEn me n Jon went to this dudes house n chilled. i Came ( Read more... )

welL another weEk, anoTher fucK up. fucking uP is really becominG easy for me..i mean i should bE a pro bY nOw. I neeD to boot the drugS for ahwile, atleast until footballs over. I can't let my team dowN because im on that shit. I gotta be able to keep my heaD straight for awhile. foOtballs the only thinG i havent turned my back on yeT, and i canT ( Read more... )

What a weekend..couldnt play friday cuz my knees fucked up...did stupid shit after that...punched davey in the face, Im sorry DB! and he told his dad some stuff about what happened..n his dad is my coach. Hopefully I'm not kicked off the team..cuz Alleghany is this week...And football is all I havent given up on yet...i need some prayers..Im sorry ( Read more... )

yea so todaY wAs goin pretty gooD. Hung out with jerry foR awhile and then i went to see jessicA. well when i took her home she got a damn attitude which pisseD me off. anD she told me that i had to be home early that i couldnt go out. sO elly calls and wants me to come pick her jessica and sarah up to go ridin, so i did. anD i dropped em off n ( Read more... )

sChool startS tuesday. Im readY to get this lasT yeAr over. I dont understand som€ thingS. I told jessIca to go to gregs but she didnT want to. if she didnt want to go why did she ask? we've started to argue alot latley, and i dont like it. i dOnt know what the heLL to do anymore. I told her if she does bad shit again im not gonna put up with ( Read more... )

well lAst night was kind of gay as well as today. but im really not gonna speak on any specific detail. nO mattEr what the FUCK i say i get shit thrown in my fucKing faCe. YeAh i know im crazy dave...u aint figured that out yet? u known me how long? =) nah this is just a way of expressing anger.but im really pissed off and upset and hurt and all ( Read more... )

My grand father died last thursday. This suMmer haS sucked balls. Maw maw died last month. They were like my parents. when mom was sick they took care of me. They were so proud of me. But truthfully i have nothing to be proud of..they would come to all of my football games and sit in the parking lot and watch the games cuz they couldnt walk in. ( Read more... )

i've got football practice today. its starting to piss me off. I got to see my babY last night. If anyone who reads this knows DUSTIN PUFFENBARGER, make sure he finds out that i fucking hate him and i hope he dies in a tragic accident or gets paralyzed from the neck down. Dont u hate it when u dont know somin for sure? I hope that fuCker kiLLs his ( Read more... )

ive been sick like all week, i feel like shit. I miss jessica, im gonna go see her later. My older brothers comin in tomorrow with his wife n kid. I havent seen him in like a year. SchOOl starts in a week, i get to graduate this year. its about time ive been in school forever. JeSSie~D is my whore (*_~)