-
I need lithium.
I want to be with everyone but at the same time, I want to isolate myself from the world. -
It's been 40 weeks since I posted... according to LJ.
Lately, I've been laying on this paper boat without an urn or any thought on how paper might dissolve. The thing is, I could care less. I'm going in blind... on my senior year of college, to live in this beautiful house downtown, but with a stranger who happens to need a place to reside. We have many common interests, but honestly Trish, I ( Read more... ) -
Uninformational update.
I'm laying on the floor and writing in this journal as often as leap year occurs. My third year of college education... is me laying on the floor. We have this nice shaggy rug that we call the grass and it's the location of many of everyday activities. I'm really supposed to be doing a statistics project at the moment but my cat is peer ( Read more... ) -
For what reason.
I am feeling so alone. I feel like a Buddhist monk without the motivation and happiness.
-
Piss Mondays.
Brendan's been gone for about two days. He won't be back until Wednesday. We talked for about ten minutes on the phone tonight. He couldn't tell me he loved me or give me his infamous smooches via phone because... his mom was there. This is CRAP. Mom or no mom, I want my love you's and obnoxious smooches. I feel like cursing or typing any ( Read more... ) -
I'm alive?
I just downloaded a trial version of RollerCoaster Tycoon. My life is... unfortunately too exciting tonight.
Does anyone use Livejournal anymore? -
snow, leaves, rain, ugh.
i never realized the reality part of life until i spent my thinking time staring at the matress above me. sometimes i'm really busy & i laugh with my roomates & act like a middle schooler. but other times, it just gets sooo bad. so bad to the point that i'd rather cover my face with kleenex to absorb the emotions. missing people & things is not ( Read more... ) -
it's sunday.
i'm in college on my bed right now... doing nothing. & it's amazing. the weekend was pretty amazing where i saw the inner party animal of erin haynes. we had an excellent time clubbing, drinking, & yea, just being cool college kids. -
indents in car seats.
i love how i take a break from this stupid thing & it goes all complicated & different. it'll take me some time to get used to. well i hope everyones been good because i have. been stressed about prom until yesterday. i've been working out & tanning so much that... i think i became sick from exhaustion. or maybe i just developed a case of the ( Read more... ) -
<<<
if you want to feel better get out of novi for a bit. last night i went down to northville & plymouth. it just felt better. outside & alive & real. i'd pick those places anytime over the mall & fountain walk.
Click to view