So bored today, and a little ticked off. We have no money for food right now, so my mom is gonna borrow my money I'm using to pay off the school to buy some. Not only that, but she forgot to pay the phone bill too so that's gonna come out of my 100 bucks too, which means I'm not gonna be able to pay the school. I am soooo pissed. I need to pay them ( Read more... )

Yes, I am. Not anyone in particular, but just I get sick when people tell me my art, or a particular piece art esp, is not the best. Everyone has fucking bad days. And my art is me! But what really pisses me of is when someone says a piece is bad, but they don't tell me what makes it so. Just saying, "it's not your best" or something doesn't help ( Read more... )

Ok, everything is going ok at this end now. I realize that everything will work out, and that I'll just keep on trucking :D

On the up and up. I have a journal for my dreams here on LJ. It's were I'm gonna record the dreams that I have, seperate to this one ^^ you can check it out here = > Autumn Fire's Dreams (user name: autumnfiredream)that's ( Read more... )

I want to die. *cries* I have to pay my fricking school $420 before the end of the year, and I don't have the Fricking money. And I have Christmas to worry about. And I have to move out, and get a job and I'm having a panick attack right now.

I'm tryign to find a place to live in kelowna. I'm soo desperate to live there. I really need a place there casue I start schoolin Feb. I'm asking my friend in Fruitvale, but she doesn't know if she'll have the mola to move *cries ( Read more... )

Today I recieved my horse tail and ears. All of my hugs and thanks to to Savaaha who made them for me. I am soo happy *dances around* I can wait to try my tail on !!!

Well, that's how I feel. I am not in a good mood. I feel like everything is my fault. That's where the blame in my family seems to be. And I never seem to get anything. I really want to get another kitty.. since Obe is gone but my mom says no all the time. I'm 19, I can look after a cat. It really pisses me off. Everything.

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Here in the Okanagan we got our first Snowfall!! Outside there is a thin white sheet of snow is outside. :D very pretty :D

My sis came home an saturday. My nephew was so happy to see her. The missed eachother very much :D

This wolfie is trying to earn some money for when she moves out on her own... if you wanna help, you can bid on my pic. Heres the pic (sorry for the line in the middle... trying to get it seamless looked even worse)


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I"m still confused about what I want to do with my life. I am now thinking of staying here in Canada and going to school in Kelowna to be come a Visual Effects artist. Only money is a huge problem. It has now caused me to put on sale some artwork I never want to sell. It makes me sick to think of it. But I know it has to be done. *sighs* it makes ( Read more... )