hi. it's a new year in five hours. holy shit!!

give her the wings to fly through harmony and she won't bother you no more.

i can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell. oh my god i gave my best but for three whole years to end like this--well, do you want to fall apart? i can't stop if you can't start. do you want to fall apart? well i could if you can try to fix what i've undone.

i've been waiting all this time to be something i can't define
so let's ( Read more... )

turns out i can't, in fact, pass high school.

how does it feel to lose all you know through your open arms?

my baby plays a guitar, i pick a banjo now.
the North country winters keep getting me now
Lost my money playing poker so I had to up and leave
But I ain't turning back
To living that old life no more.
hey, mama, rock me.

andrew got expelled for possession on friday. eighth grade, here i come. (tangled up in blue.)

goddamn i hope i can pass high school (means nothing.)

taking heartache with hardwork. goddamn, i am such a jerk.

i can't do anything.

i've got nothing to do today but smile, but here i am- the only living boy in new york. half of the time you're gone and ( Read more... )

the colors inside your head go spinnin' round
like a ferris wheel
exploding and falling to the ground.

ooh, when she calls, i know that she's the one.
makes me want it harder and it makes me want to be a little stronger,
still i see monsters, still i see monsters.

baby, i know you cannot hear me now
cause you're far away at the speed of

today was 
cereal and alex haley, getting dressed, matt's, lazy moon (elliott smith), breakdancing and wandering around in town, rosetta's, record store on lexington (and the ramones, the sex pistols, sonic youth, talking heads), the honeypot, alex's/jeremy's, the library, matt's again, tcby, my house.

child, have you gone crazy?

please don't leave me without saying goodbye

without saying goodbye.

i never lost control.
but you're face to face with the man who sold the world.

i got the nicest letter today and it made me so happy.

tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone. the worst is over. you can have the best of me. we got older, but we're still young. we never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up.
Here we lay ( Read more... )

ok i'm watching the godfather and amc just had a commercial that used gomez's how we operate. RAD.
married to the sea action:


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maddy says relax: everyone cares what the indie kids say. dont fool yourself.

shy gray eyes: Baby books make me irate.

betweendreams32: you are my favorite.
PanQuick3: you are your favorite's favorite

parfois je veux mourir, parce que j'adore toi: because even if it sounds emo in english, it sounds nice in french.

(fuggi regal fantasima?)