Sorry about last night, with the time and everything, i couldn't keep writing. I was a mess, well I kind of still am but im trying to keep it together. I'm an still on edge and extremely nervous. I think I will be until Casey comes home but I think it will be a little easier once I can get letters from him, and write to him. Unfortunately I ( Read more... )

So a quick update- I have been going crazy- seems like thats all i've been these past few weeks- but yeah nothing has really gotten much better. Last week, every day after school I went to shawna's to bake for a bake sale to help with the hurricane. We made a buttload of goodies, but the whole week I still managed to have my daily breakdown. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm soo drained-- life is so stressful and frustrating and nervewracking. Ijust got home from a hospitality event for school and I'm exhausted. We were all talking about wanting to go out when we were done with the event but then once we actually finished, it was 6:40 and we were all exhausted and just talking about sleeping. So yeah, I dunno if ( Read more... )

I dont even feel like im attached to my body anymore, I feel like I'm in some alternate universe just observing everything that is going on in my life. The past two weeks have been unbearable and keep getting worse by the day. I hate this feeling. I'm never the one to have drama existing around them, but guess what happens my senior year? Oh ( Read more... )

So this week I have definitly had some emotional breakdowns-- im such a weirdo- I've had like 10 and its only thursday! Help Me:-( Well my ankle is hurting wicked bad today and i think im fighting off a migraine because i cant see well out of my left eye, its all fuzzy- Gotta love knowing your about to get a migraine.. I think im getting one ( Read more... )

So there are definitly no words to describe how frustrated and upset i am... so yeah basically im just sad and stressed. school is wicked stressful and im just really upset with life outside school. Im wicked sad because I hurt my ankle and finally went to the doctors three weeks later... they had to take xrays and everything because its still ( Read more... )

Okay soo today-- Well today was today, went to school, came home and started my hw and am about to start a pre-lab report. the only reason i got everything done except for chem is because caitlin was here being my superstrict cronie and forcing me to do my work. I was supposed to go to dance tonight but cant because I have a meeting for teaching ( Read more... )

okay so london-- we took about 6 planes to get there when it shouldve taken two, we didnt have our luggage for four days and we were cranky until it came. Once we got out luggage, everything started turning up. This is the mega spark notes so if you wanna know details, just ask. Anyways that was a while ago.. the week we get back i sprain my ( Read more... )

Yeah so i just got my comp hooked up and have to update desperately but its too late for that right now... ill update tomorrow i swear!

Oh London- Where should i start? Well I'll start with a few days ago because i havent updated. So I am so glad that I saw so many people I havent seen in forever. I missed so many friends and cant wait for a fun senior year with these amazing people. I love them so much. Okay so My sneaks got ganked from work so my mom bought me new ones. We ( Read more... )