I convinced Daddy to write me a note so I wouldn't have to attend classes today. No way was I risking singing and dancing in front of everyone. It's getting harder to keep my emotions in check and every time I sing...I feel like I'm getting closer to being one of the people who will burn from the inside out ( Read more... )

Natalia died at the Winter Formal. We weren't friends, not even close to friends. She was cruel and stuck up and I never liked her. Amber and I didn't mix with Natalia and her friends. In fact, the cheerleading squad was pretty divided. Our friends and Natalia's friends. So...why can't I stop shaking when I think about the fact that she's dead. She ( Read more... )

Tonight is the Winter Formal. I have a seriously bad feeling that something horrible will happen. Not that I will tell Amber this, because she is already on edge when I called her earlier. I'm just, I mean, seriously, all this spontaneous singing and dancing? That can't make for a good Winter Formal, right? Isn't this like a disaster waiting to ( Read more... )

The dance is this weekend and while Amber and I got our dresses in LA, we still needed to do accessory, shoe and make up shopping. We hung out at the mall and made appointments for our hair and nails for saturday with Raymond because he is the only decent stylist in Sunnydale ( Read more... )

Christmas ended up being better than I expected. Amber invited Eric and me to her house for Christmas dinner so we decided to accept the invitation. Mrs. O'Neil was really sweet and asked if I wanted too talk and I didn't at first, but Amber and I talked in her room before dinner and she encouraged me to talk to her mom and swore her mom would keep ( Read more... )

One of these days I'm going to stop being surprised or disappointed by my parents behavior. I can't believe Dad actually snuck into a closet during the family Christmas party to make out with one of his nuses. Mom was in the other room and you know what? She didn't say a word to him. She just tried to pretend it was a misunderstanding. That Dad had ( Read more... )

No school for two weeks. I love Winter vacation. The carnival was a huge success. Eric really did buy enough tickets to take up my entire session at the kissing booth. Some of the people in line swore that was cheating, but he put out two tickets for each kiss. That's more than they were offering ( Read more... )

The Carnival starts tonight. I think after it's over? I'm taking Amber to a day spa to relax. She's really stressed herself out making sure everything is perfect. We took a quick look around, right after school, to make sure everything was ready. The carnival opened at 6 and I don't have a shift in the kissing booth until tomorrow night, so I went ( Read more... )

Los Angeles was a total blast. Except for the staying in the hotel thing. We arrived at the hotel and two of Cordy's friends had gotten sick. She said that Amber and I would be more comfortable at her apartment since she would be floating back and forth. So, Amber and I got settled in Cordy's apartment and we met her friends briefly, but they were ( Read more... )

Cordelia was totally cool about Amber and I driving up today and spending the weekend with her. We can stay at the hotel she works out of and she said she'd totally make sure we got a tour of the set. We're going to meet Damien Moore! I can't believe it. That is like so damn cool ( Read more... )