Today... today I hurt myself bad.. It was fun. My friend got hurt and that makes me sad. I don't feel like writing anything.

Today was so tiring.. plenty of work at school, but luckily no homework, so thats good.Same old shit everyday..
Damn I feel like such a loser. No one even comes here. Oh well...

blah nobody cares about my journal, but that doesn't matter I guess

I feel like shit today pretty much.. and I've had to do alot today and Im really weak.
I skated with a friend so that was cool. But my day at school was shitty. It wasnt just all the work and such, but also the fact that no one cares about me there. Everyone is good friends and all, and Im just... alone...

Today wasn't too good. Still alone, although Im still not quite facing the reality that I dont have friends at school. I sit apart from everyone else and they don't hear or see me. Oh yeah speaking of hearing.. I had a hearing test today and I failed because I had a bad headache and couldn't even concetrate. All the people there are so stupid. I ( Read more... )

last night I actually slept.. woohoo. Anyways, I had a bad dreams. Figures.. the only time I sleep ok I have bad dreams. In short, my best friend the only one who understand me, completely ignored me at school. So I asked to go to the bathroom and I slit my wrist and bled to death. Nice huh? Well.. I gotta go to school. I might write later if ( Read more... )

Kill me please.. please... please. I don't want to do it myself.

Today was one of the best days I've had in a long time, yet it made me quite sad at the end of the day. Me and some of my friends went to a movie and I got to sit by my queen, which made me happier than she knows. But the reason all this made me sad is because I realized that this was the last time I'd see her before she moves.. I dont know what to ( Read more... )

Everything is just gay right now.. for me and my friend. She's moving away and it's killing her slowly. I just wish I could bring her to life.. But I too am dying. I always thought she was the one I'd be with forever.. I had a feeling about her that I found with no one else. I dreamed so many times of being with her and making her happy. But she ( Read more... )

Today was just overall gay.. not too many things happened I guess, but it was just bad. First of all, my health teacher was being a fucking bitch and I hate her so much. I almost totally freaked out and started swearing, but I held it in ( Read more... )