and i couldn't awake from the nightmare that sucked me in and pulled me under

[suicide_doll]

i was told that sometimes my positive attitude towards life can bother people, so i decided to write a post about the other side of my life (thanks lynn for inspiring me

Comments

[lunajade]

What a beautiful post. ♥

[suicide_doll]

thanks love ♥

[suicide_doll]

i don't think it made me stronger. in a way, i think that going through all this made me less strong than when i was 18. i don't know if i could deal with something bad on my own again - i need my friends support, i need to know i'm not alone.
thanks for your words :**

[daisypotions]

I hope i didn't upset you by saying that..I was just trying to understand how other people on the forum were feeling about my positivity and i remembered how i felt about some of your positivity sometimes...but to say you bothered me was probably the wrong word to use! I didnt mean it like that, sorry!

Anyway, i'm glad you made this post, its really interesting to see how far you've come. <3

[suicide_doll]

you didn't upset me at all, don't worry! i'm glad you told me because negative people bother me and i never thought it could also be the other way round! you opened my eyes and you gave me the idea for this post!

[gattalicious]

questo post è bellissimo :)
sono molto fiera di te, e spero di essere come te "da grande"!
ti ho spedito una cosina ieri, è veramente piccola, quindi non ti aspettare niente di che!! però spero che arrivi in tempo per natale, mi dispiacerebbe tantissimo se non avessi niente da parte mia da scartare quest'anno!:***

[suicide_doll]

grazie :)
non dovevi assolutamente prendermi niente!! io ho un pò di cosine che ti ho preso nei mesi scorsi, ma non credo riuscirò a mandartele prima di natale... mi perdoni?! :**

[gattalicious]

Non c'è assolutamente niente da perdonare, anzi, grazie di aver pensato a me in questi mesi :**

[suicide_doll]

lo sai che ti penso volentieri e che mi piace tantissimo comprarti delle cose, perché è come se le comprassi per me ;) ora devo solo trovare il tempo per comprare la carta e impacchettare il tutto, un'altra cosa che mi piace fare :)