i've been meaning to write about placebo's gigs last week for a few days now but i just can't find the words. you wouldn't get it, unless you were me ( Read more... )

i've forgotten entire conversations, i've missed whole days and a lot of memories are lost. i have no recollection of what i did since i last posted an entry. it seems i can't keep up with life anymore ( Read more... )

from the very first day me and luca became friends, death became a close friend too. a constant thought, in the very back of my mind. that happens when you’re friend with a drug addict. i’d spend days looking for him - in dark alleys and dirty toilets - my heart pounding with fear. i haven’t been back in that dark place and i haven’t experienced ( Read more... )

those who know me, know what placebo - their music - mean to me. those who don’t, just listen to their songs and you’ll get a clear picture of who i really am. it’s all there, the melody of my life. so i won’t bother anyone with tales of last night’s concert ( Read more... )

time for a quick update ( Read more... )

i haven't had some time off in quite a while and it feels good to be home when everybody's at work and i have the apartment to myself. my boss insisted i take the afternoon off because i'm leaving for paris later today. i have to attend a work do tomorrow night and make sure that everything's set and that everyone we invited is having a good time, ( Read more... )

london’s already a faded memory ( Read more... )

it’s been a while since i last updated my lj and last time it was bad news ( Read more... )

my nan died on thursday. she was 96, had an amazing life and had never been physically sick. she just fell asleep and never woke up again. it's a sad thing really, but knowing that she died peacefully in her own home and didn't have to live through the hell of illness reclused in some elderly home is a relief ( Read more... )

carnival’s officially over. it’s been a crazy month - dancing from party to party, drinking the night away. i’ve come through to the other side with bruises and phone numbers i’m never going to use. i’ve spent lots of money, i’ve neglected my boyfriend ( Read more... )