I really am so glad that I'm at this uni. I'm quite nervous with some people's work and some of the exeperiences that they have had but still. Its all a learning curve and I intend to divulge in every bend and corner that it presents to me. I really want to make a go of this photography thing. I just need to get out there and stop being so negative ( Read more... )

...it gets better than this I swear

*J*

No seriously... AM I THAT BAD ( Read more... )

Ahhhh so I feel better now. Closure. No hard feelings. Its all fine and dandy. Of course it'll never be the same but hell I don't actually care about him. He's one guy in this big city. I just got to confirm weather a particular guy is gay. I'm so sure and its hella pissing me off. He's so sweet. I don't want to be the fag hag!

Exhale,
*J*

AhhhhhhhhhHhhhhh ( Read more... )

with relationships!!! I went through one and it fucking sucked when it ended. I'm not doing it again, not for a good while! I'm just going to have fun for now. Not whore myself to the entire city but just have fun. It was nice having someone to text/ring everyday and someone to go visit and knowing you were always guareenteed some playtime. But ( Read more... )

Its ended. I never thought I would ever meet someone like him. Someone who I truly loved... and it wasn't just lust. Someone who I think loved me back. But I don't know anymore. And that hurts. But I don't hate him... I never will. I only want happiness for him. And if that's not with me... then so be it. I can admit to myself that we wil never be ( Read more... )

Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen ROCK!
*J*

18th August... results day... didn't realise it was so close... this is the only time I'm going to focus on that date... otherwise... I shall go crazy