Oct 24, 2005 14:24
No seriously... AM I THAT BAD?!!
I swear to God I wish I never met that guy. I'm so fucked up now. I don't know what to do with myself. And of course he would never care. I hate liars. And unfortunately, I miss what I thought was real.
Yes I'm self- pitying again. Must be that time of the month. I want to go out and have fun. Smile and mean it. But everyone is too busy with their lives and I can understand that. I just wish someone had space for me. I don't take up that much space.
*J*