THIS ISH NEEDS TO GO AWAY!!! I HATE TUMMY ACHES!!!

He makes me happy. So happy that often times when we are together i forget all the chaos going on behind it all. The thought of him brings a smile to my depressed face. So much is going wrong. Everything is oh so wrong. I can't seem to keep up with anything good. All seems lost and unattainable. I want so much but feel as if i am hitting rock ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Yes I am back. Again. Lol. What can i say? I'm bored. Lol. Lj was dead when i left it, perhaps it is still so. Eh. I do the myspace thing, but it gets old. I just read through some of your stuff guys and it seems like I really just must not talk to you much anymore....Some of you I see or talk to daily, but this thing covers alot more ( Read more... )

hey people! did ya miss me? doubt it, cuz none of ya ever reply to my posts anyways!!!! but whatever...i missed you guys, thats what matters right??? hehehe....ummmm.....well over summer i had a cool ass boyfriend....so cool in fact that i think he left me for a MAN! LOL whatever though, i cant blame him for liking dick....its great.....so yea, i ( Read more... )

So this is my goodbye...summer has come and you wont be seeing me on LJ very often...that is until i get my sidekick, but even then it will probably be all myspace..so i love you all...you all havemy #...ring me a haller bitches!!!

ok so i am bored...i dont know why i do this anymore because LIVEJOURNAL IS DEAD! Nobody does this shit anymore lol...ohhhh well ( Read more... )

a bit of poetry i recently have written ( Read more... )

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ok so yesterday was odd...things came out that i never thought i'd speak out loud...damn...two people on earth know this besides me and yea, before yesterday it was only one...crazy!

Life is one great big humbling experiance. I love my parents. I love being tied to them and following thier rules. In doing so nothing bad can come from it. They know best. I try very hard never to lie because i know how important they are to my life. Parents are never wrong. I have learned this. Life would be horrible without them, without someone ( Read more... )