so have not been on here for like years so here is my post

it seems like no thing has changed. minus i am 21 and out of school. and i am taller and other things.

i think i am going to start using this again.

i miss it.

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enough 
starting over now kind of 
i have not changed much since 5 th grade (physically)
i am sick of how i look in the mirror 
it has gotten to the point that i don't even know the person i am looking back at when i do
she is not what i expect to see at all and that needs to change
i am not completely comfortable in my own skin
and i feel like i always ( Read more... )

OK SO I NEED TO KNOW WHO IS ALL GOING WITH MY PARENTS AND I TO GO SEE MARISA!!!!!

WE WILL BE LEAVING EXACTLY AT 5:30 NO LATER AND I MEAN THAT!!!!!!

IF YOU COME LATER WE WILL BE GONE AND YOU WILL HAVE TO FIGURE SOMETHING ELSE OUT, SORRY.

BUT THE THING STARTS AT 7 AND MARISA TOLD MY DAD THERE WILL MOST LIKELY NOT BE PARKING CLOSE BECAUSE THE SHOW IS ( Read more... )

i hate wisdom teeth

correction i hate the gapping holes in my mouth after they are gone and that pain in my lower jaw

no to mench the fact that no one (only one (best) friend) comes to visit when you are stuck at home

amanda visited and gave me the greatest softest bestest teddy bear in the world text to the one i got when i was a baby. his name is ( Read more... )

 why is it that like one of my (straight) guyfreinds have told me they like a little more than i friend

and

one of my ex's told me that his biggest mistake was breaking up with me.

now today in the bank i get hit on kind of by the teller at the bank (obviously the teller was a guy).

i told a girl in my humn. class all this and she said maybe i am ( Read more... )

hey i have an hour before my class so i thought i would update ( Read more... )

had an interesting weekend.  when to a party, had fun, met the coolest people, got missed up in some drama, and crashed on a friends couch after leaving the party ( Read more... )

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. on the hand....

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't ( Read more... )

i am so afair of loosing her i don't want her to go.

that is why i haven't visited her and i feel so guilty about that.

wow it has been forever and a day since i have last posted.

bitching part
anyways things have just seemed empty since spring. it is kind of like nothing is real anymore.

happy part
i now have a tax paying job! i work at THe Clothing Clinic (if i spelled that wrong that is ok i just found out the name yesterday. i have just known it as the main ( Read more... )