Grrrahhhhhh.... I'm back online, but I think I'm done with this journal. I'm tempted to print it out and then delete it. I think I will do that. Keep my private journal and my art journal. Yessss. Okay. Goodbye to anyone remaining on my friends list, this will be up for another week or so until I get the damned thing printed out. My art journal ( Read more... )

I've been having computer problems. Br'er is helping me fix it all, I'm able to get online at least but everything is going sooo slow, and I can't scan anything. Pooh ( Read more... )

I posted some pictures on darling_deer today... I haven't been doing much of anything lately. I've been so tired, and I think I have anemia again. At least I'm happy. Heh ( Read more... )

I won't, no matter how bad I feel, I'm not going to feel bad ( Read more... )

I posted (with Br'er Jon's help), my Illustration Friday illustration. I should suggest a topic. They need to do topics that aren't just one word. I don't know what to suggest though, so I shouldn't complain. I want to paint an albino or pale pink deer drinking from a peppermint stream, but I don't know if I should go for acrylics and possibly ( Read more... )

Why is it that people who should feel guilty don't seem to ever, and those of us who aren't really 100% evil feel bad for all kinds of stuff we shouldn't feel bad for? I'm still working on my New Year's resolution to not beat myself up for not being perfect, or even near perfect. I think I'm getting better with not hating my art because it isn't ( Read more... )

I posted three pictures on darling_deer, I couldn't resist, they aren't even finished. Oh well.

I am surrounded by drying paintings and am rotating through six currently, a little here and a little there... I am going to post my weird picture of a jazz club after all, to heck with what anyone thinks, eh? Heh ( Read more... )

I want to make a giant seven layer cake, just like a wedding cake but in beautuful candy colors, with tiny fake trees and marzipan deer and small lakes of blue gel icing and lollipop forests and peppermint stick fences and on the top a snow fairie with cellophane wings and a small piece of cotton candy for hair ( Read more... )

I've decided it would be best for me, sanity-wise, to not do this Illustration Friday. Because I don't need the pressure and I tried doing two different pictures, and one was two flapper types drunk leaning against each other, and it is fun and not bad but the topic is Jazz not the Roaring '20's, and then I tried doing a scene inside a jazz club ( Read more... )