tonight reminds me of when i used to live alone and get drunk by myself on cheap whisky, battered stereo turned up bang-on-the-ceiling loud with ancient mixtapes, and how wonderfully lonely it was. i always put on a skirt, too, so that dancing around the apartment on my furniture would be that much more fun ( Read more... )

you know you want to.

i have a serious lack of energy today. and a serious lack of focus ( Read more... )

this morning i got a call on my phone, which i didn't answer, because it wasn't eight o'clock and you people should know that I DO NOT SPEAK BEFORE EIGHT AM. anyway, a few hours later i listened to the message and i wish i could let you listen to it, because it was very strange ( Read more... )

i might be going to ecuador in november.

!!!!

i got a B on my economics exam. 51 out of 60, in only thirty minutes. i was the first person to finish. not bad for virtually no time spent studying and for only attending one of three classes. how is this possible ( Read more... )

i do not like my microeconomics class. every time i think, "finally, i am beginning to understand this. look at me! i am graphing a price elasticity of demand curve! now i am calculating the marginal utility per dollar for a glass of beer! look at me go!" i check my answers and discover that i am wrong, all wrong. the questions i do get right ( Read more... )

the DAY after my warranty expired, my laptop started randomly turning off when i set it down.

now it only turns on when plugged in, and if i unplug it, it immediately turns off.

i am SO SO IRRITATED. goddamnit.

somehow, doing my (massive amounts of) homework makes my eyelids droop and my breathing more regular, but anything involving the internet, television, food, or intoxicants makes me feel wide awake and alive.

...and it doesn't help that eddie said that dropping out of college was the best decision he ever made. damn.

my pets have become the focus of my generalized anxiety ( Read more... )