I am still awake. Seems pointless to sleep when he is all you think about and dream about. Why cant I just be in his arms?

He Never called this morning. I am missing him so much.

Tonight I shall fall away into a world of dreams that are only of him.And in the morning I will hope to awake to his sweet voice saying "good morning baby I missed you." And then I Shall fall in love with him all over again.I Just wish I was in his arms right now. Instead of waiting up every night Because I am worried about him.I hope he comes home ( Read more... )

Okay. I talked to my mom today about Joe She isnt making me break up with him she said "she honestly doesnt care anymore and I should be able to make my own decisons if I fail I have no one to fall upon but my self".I started crying cause he still isnt out.I miss him so much.Today I did some stuff that werent exactually the best things a girlfriend ( Read more... )

Joe is in jail and nobody knows how long.I have been in tears since I got home.

Candles make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.<3

Benji *my puppy for those who dont know* got hit by a car last night at my moms party.He has a broken leg and a broken nose.He has been bleeding since late last night I am so worried I am going to lose him.He is my best friend.

Well Michael and I are over..I broke up with him last night..and I am dating Joe again which makes me happy but the Michael thing makes me Sad ( Read more... )

Dude we have been stuck at hy-vee for the past 2 and a half hours. It sucked.The starter went out of our van.But it was fun though I got to listen to music and take a nap.

Oh And I started a diet to day..I cant drink pop for 2 weeks only water and I can eat only salads I am tryin to be able to weigh 115lbs I hope it works<33 ( Read more... )

I am so sick of this life..Crying myself to sleep every night Wishing I would die.They all want me to be the best to be what they fucking want but that I will never be..i will never be some preppy Fuck.Everything that I am happy with now is everything they want to me to change..CANT THEY SEE I AM FUCKING MISERABLE? Cutting everyday just to get by ( Read more... )