last night was a great night full of randomness and no sleep. i had a lot of fun. still haven't slept though.

it's been a great last couple of days.

i'm starting to get scared now.

i don't know. i just don't know.

i want to die, not leave.

i don't understand how sometimes i just want to die. i don't understand how sometimes i make the people around me so upset and uncomfortable. i'm tired and i think i like Ativan too much to have a prescription for it. but if they hadn't given it to me i don't know how i'd cope. i'm weak. i'm weak and i'm tired and i just want to sleep and be ( Read more... )

I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED AND I LOVE IT!

i feel hollow ( Read more... )

i'm tired of people.

i'm tired of everyone and i just want to be left alone to sleep and get my life back on track.

YOU'RE NOT HELPING AND YOU NEVER WERE

i love ( Read more... )

new stuff:

i'm thinner.
i'm tanner.
i'm over you.
i'm running myself into the ground and i kind of like it.

i have this huge knot in my back and another in my stomach and they just won't go away. i'm high, as usual, and i have a lot to do.

leave me alone

i'm cutting ties left and right.