This bog is thick and easy to get lost in, because you're a stupid, belligerant fucker. I hope it sucks you down.

I smoke a pack a day. I hit the pipe sometimes. I drink my pay, screw my friends. Understand my need to offend. Come home and smack the woman around, try to apologize. She deserved it, that I know. Strangled with her pantyhose ( Read more... )

I couldn't have it any better

I refuse to be led on by a falsehood. My only goal is just to be. I will be me, with or without anyone else. I don't need you now or never.

In my dreams you're alive and you're crying. As your mouth moves in mine, soft and sweet. Rings of flowers around your eyes and I love you for the rest of your life... I'm still wanting my face on your cheek.

Am I chasing a spectre? Do I burn for a spirit of slowly diminishing authenticity? Or am I realizing that what died that day was by my hand slain?

We will be going to skyline at around 5 or 5:30 Monday, January 16th, to watch the sun come up over the water. All are welcome. If you have never seen it, it is a sight to behold. Watching it with from that point of view will change your perspective on a lot of things and will make you feel better about things you have no control over. Call me if ( Read more... )

To set the record straight... the only reason I might come off as hateful is the fact that I get nervous when I talk to you and even moreso when I'm with you, and I can't manage to show that. I get "butterflies" when I see you and can't stand it at the same time because I know I can't have you. I would do anything in the world for you or with you. ( Read more... )

A long december and there’s reason to believe ( Read more... )

I'm lost without everything I knew. But it is always better from the outside.