Dear livejournal,
I haven't used you in almost a year.
See you in 2009!

<3 Chris

Hello, internet.
It's been over a month.
I just thought I'd stop by and say,
I am so in love.

Truly. Deeply. Absolutely.
In love.

I am not back.
I won't be around.
I won't see you later.

She is all I need.

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Today is my third anniversary with Sil.
I seriously think I'm going to marry this girl.
I've never felt anything near the emotions I have for her.
And when I think about it, I only dislike ONE THING about our relationship: she lives so far away.
So... she's pretty much perfect :]

I made this for her.

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I remembered why I wasn't gonna go to prom!
It was because NPSH is playing.
Which fucking sucks, because now I think I'm going.
Laaaame.
Whatevvs, I'll just bring headphones and some phat beets.


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Have you ever heard music that could make you cry, before or without any lyrics.
I hope I'm not just some music-freak.
Example: Go listen to "Heysatan" by Sigur Rós.
Usually by the end of the first minute I want to cry, and that's before the vocals even come in.
"Staralfur" by Sigur Rós is also like that for me, and there are others.

Fuuuuck.

Prom?! Fuck that fucking shit!
Fuck that high-school shit fuck shit!
Shit fuck!

Soooo... I guess I wont go.

IN OTHER NEWS!
I downloaded a photoshop trial and came to the conclusion I can't draw with a mouse:

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As much as I like to pretend my friends need me, my girlfriend needs me, my family needs me,
In the moments where I think clearly and unbiased I see that I obviously need them.
I will always be scared, lonely, timid and needy.
And that kinda freaks me out.

Oh.
Oh, okay.

Well fuck.