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Nov 02, 2007 22:42

I have to tell you both something. I was thinking about giving in. Letting what was done to me keep me away. Because you'd think that being dead would keep you from traumatising experiences, but it didn't. I still went through something horrible. And I was going to say that I didn't want to come back. That I couldn't. But I talked with my ( Read more... )

being strong, grrrrr!, mumsie is the best teacher

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lady_with_thee November 2 2007, 12:20:38 UTC
No matter who you are, or what you feel, we will always be there for you. I'm so glad you found the incredible strength you have again. You're made of adamantium, too. It must be hereditary.

I know that choosing to be strong won't make things easy. If they were easy, you wouldn't have to be strong. We're not going to let go of you. You'll have us with you at every turn. You're a champion, just like Lavinia. But that doesn't mean you can't lean on us.

I love you, Thomas. Truly forever.

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suave_thomas November 2 2007, 12:23:29 UTC
I know you will, Mary. And I'm so grateful for it. And yes...I suppose the adamantium would be hereditary. My siblings have it too. 'Specially Abby, she's fierce!

Oh, trust me. There's going to be a lot of leaning. But I always love it when you lean on me as well. Mary. Let me take you out? Tomorrow? I want to take you on an actual date and show you how very much I love you.

Thank you for giving me forever.

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lady_with_thee November 2 2007, 12:52:00 UTC
I love Abby! She reminds me of myself when I was young. Apparently I lost my humility somewhere along the way...

I would love to go out with you tomorrow night, Thomas. An actual date indeed, like the lovers we are. That sounds absolutely perfect. It's a piece of life we both deserve.

For you, Thomas, forever is easy to give.

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suave_thomas November 2 2007, 12:56:19 UTC
Well I love the both of you more than words could ever say. And I happen to do that loving thing just the way you are.

Yes. It is. Pick you up at 7, Beautiful. I'll be the one in Peter's car!

Oh...Thomas mush. That is what I am right now.

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in_spectre_mors November 2 2007, 12:23:15 UTC
Nothing and no one will ever keep us apart. Certainly not weak little men like Brian. We are so much better than him. You're like... an icon to me. So much more than that, of course, but you've always been someone I look up to. Someone I can think of in times of trouble. "What would Thomas do?" Now, more than ever, I know you wouldn't give up. You have the Littleton strength that I admire so much in all of you. I'm so thankful every day that I have you with me, and even the days when you're not here. I can still talk to you, or visit you. I always have you in some way.

So no giving up indeed. We'll keep fighting, and we'll win. Because we are winners, Thomas. Hell yeah.

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suave_thomas November 2 2007, 12:27:03 UTC
You always will have me, Spectre. Am I really an icon? Well you're an icon to me too. A damn sexy one! I'm glad I can give you that too, Spectre. I want to give you everything.

We were supposed to get together the night I disappeared. I'm so sorry. I am aware that's not my fault. But I still want to make it up to you. That was...a while ago now. You must be a bit...you know. Ahem. With the lust. Words no helpy. But that's okay because if you want me to come see you now, I don't really need words...

Hell yeah, indeed, Gorgeous.

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in_spectre_mors November 2 2007, 12:53:59 UTC
Ooooh, does that make me a sex symbol? But really, Thomas... you do give me everything. So much of the wonder that is my life now comes back to you. I have so much to be grateful to you for. So thank you. Thank you so much.

I am certainly up for the getting together, my dearest love. As long as you are, too. I would love nothing more than to be in your arms again. Just know that if it needs to be slow, it will be. I know the value of taking one's time.

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suave_thomas November 2 2007, 12:59:49 UTC
It makes you my sex symbol! And you're welcome, Love. Always welcome.

I am. I am up for it. Your touch will erase theirs. It doesn't need to be anything other than what it is. I'm okay as far as that goes. And missing you rather a lot. Am I right in assuming you've been missing me?

And I am driving there in Peter's car 'cause I'm all...scared of the dark. There's monsters in it.

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